I always told myself If I found a way out- I’d take it…
I’ve passed up many.
& Now I’m left waiting…
I don’t care what comes hurtling at me next- but I’m gonna take it. Even if I’ll regret it in the long run- but, if it means saving myself- why wouldn’t I?
and i accept it. i am where i am now, because of myself.
and only I can change it
head vs. heart.
when will my heart ever have a chance to win?
I’ve followed this darkness for far too long. Digging deeper and deeper, stopping to make hidden passage ways.
I’m so dearly holding on to so much hope that I can find the ‘light’ that ive been waiting for.
& I’ve come to learn that I can’t wait, I have to pick myself back up, turn around, and head back the way I came.
Theres no other way of putting it..